April was the month I started YouTube.
I made embroidery designs,
set up my camera,
downloaded a video editing app,
edited videos,
and uploaded them.
I posted almost every day.
Maybe it wasn’t too much energy,
but my attention was all focused there.
I found it hard to write.
I could still write simple daily logs,
but I couldn’t write proper blog posts
or book reviews.
It felt like
I had never written before.
Even reading became difficult.
Words didn’t come in as easily.
It felt like
I had used up all my mental energy.
But I decided not to see it in a negative way.
Maybe I was just focused.
So in May,
I hope reading and writing
come back to me naturally.